Feelings

we got to know that people love each other by reasons  and hate each other by reasons too ! but what i dont understand how can we hate each other for the same reasons we loved each other before ? wired huh? Maybe we gone on other plants or maybe the people changed but most of all our feelings like we made it but in the fact feelings cant be created or even imaged ! you just feel .. 

Just like you

Just like youu .. maybe in another dream or maybe in another life she will find someone like you! she was about to sleep but then the flashbacks start maybe every time our flashbacks come back we die a little  maybe we hate each other now but maybe if we met in another life am gonna love you over again ! i know you are not reading me now or even you don't care but let me tell you i dont care too the only thing i care about is someone i though you were ! maybe you were acting all the time, wearing a mask, hide from the truth. but the truth like the sunshine you cant hide it YOU JUST CANT !! and the mask finally falls down just like the paper and the real you shine just like the sun ! you were having abig monster inside you, how can you hide it from me, how you just blind my eyes, how you stole every happiness !! now i cant feel happy again ! everything meant to make me happy gone, every little thing! i never though that life is worst that much how can it just makes us happy then want us to be sad again, how can someone who feels the happiness just be sad over and over again. how the dreams just fall in the floor and get broken that easily. how can our hearts love again. i just miss the sparkle in your eyes maybe it was a lie too but when i heard your beats i though this is the true love is being not able to talk or even to loook in his eyes and your heart beats RUN RUN RUN! and you cant stop that. maybe the light that come from our eyes can light the world, maybe this feeling in your fingers. maybe i was guilty. putting someone for your happiness is a mistake a big one ! over again maybe i want someone like you who was just perfect for me i want the one i though you were ! 

..: The beginning :)

..: The beginning :): maybe its weird am gonna publish all my thought my pain my sadness and even my happiness !  but here we go :) this is the beginning !

The beginning :)

maybe its weird am gonna publish all my thought my pain my sadness and even my happiness !  but here we go :) this is the beginning !